oi! busy busy year.

so much is going on around my life that i can hardly believe its already november.. so, lemme see if i can put this all in one big crushed nutshell. my older son keeps getting in trouble with both the law and the local drunks. my younger son is just always on the verge of trouble. however he got engaged to be married. hes in love with this pretty young lady that somehow reminds me of my friends when i was her age. my older son hides behind his disabilities to get more attention and get way with really stupid things. hes been banned from most of the stores in the city of anchorage. and that's a lot of freaken stores. so i have to either tether him to myself or not go to the store while hes visiting. today is a holiday. im not sure which one, but its a holiday. the bus service is regular but the offices are closed.


i wish they would tell us beforehand so we could plan around it. anyway enough about children.. my kids are grown. its kind of funny cos i used to have all the calmness andcenarity in the wrold... anyway i keep falling to sleep while im typing this so off i go for a nap. ta for now

kloi

liffe both sucks and is good at the same time.

well, i found out from my son's probation officer that ralf lied about having leukemia. what a relief that was. but it was also bad because he was using that excuse to try to get emancipated so he wouldnt have to be responsible and grow up. so he got caught in a huge lie. other than that things are better with him.

ok now the bad stuff. my neice, my yonger sister's daughter died on wednesday of a combination of seisure, heart attack and stroke. she was walking up the stairs to her home with her mother and got sick, fell down and started seizing. the seizures caused a heart attack and stroke, which the combination killed her. it was really hard on me that she died this way. parents shouldnt have to bury their children. its horrible and upsetting. thanks for listening.

kloi

moms day...

i have to admit, now that my mother has been dead a few years, it still hurts when mother's day comes around. i miss her. i miss talking to her, telling her jokes and making her laugh. i dont miss her being paranoid at all, other than that one thing, i miss her terribly. its only been about 4 years since she died, it seems like a whole lifetime ago, and at teh same time it seems like only yesterday that i was last talking to her. my sons, however, made it a special day for me by calling or visiting me. it was great to touch base with both of them. its been, mostly a good day, all except right now my ears are bothering me. the weather is sucking the life out of my muscles... the arthritis is killing me, other than those things its going well, and has been all day.