knitting is fun and restful...

i think im getting close to the end of this sweater ive been working on for over a year. im very excited about almost being done. im about on the opening of the front of the sweater which is the last step til the hood. woohoo im so excited about this. if you wanna view past pictures of it go to www.ravelry.com/people/dragonturtle and look at my projects. its the gray on black sweater on there. anyway im just so excited to almost be done with it woot! its good. tis great, its fun and relaxing too yay!

life happens...

so much is going on in my life right now because of writing about my childhood. i hate the memories it brings up. some of the things that have come up are like a physical blow when i remember what happened. i was writing last night about being bitten by a dog that belonged to one of my babysitters when i was a child. it was physically painful to write about and today im kinda paying for it. ive been writing a lot and the more i write the more stressed out i get. i just have to get thru this. its so difficult to remember the things and people that caused us such pain as children. its just not right. i frickin hate the things that people did to us as children. it sucked.