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om havin a funny here! today i was called a gearhead! i rose to a new level of geekiness! so im a computer geek and a gearhead!!! yay me! its been a very frustrating day in some ways. i took my dog to go for a run and she tried to jump in a car of a friend of mine and eat her dog. im tired of my dog thinking that she can attack other dogs without consequence. i have to find another way to control her because the head collar she has now already broke a little and it was very hard to control her with it today.

other things are going swimmingly. my knitting is progressing a little faster now thank god. i really need to finish the scarf im working on right now. been having some weird dreams about my mother.i guess i miss her more than i thought but the dreams have been nightmarish. like when she stayed with me and was in full blown Alzheimer's, that was freaky as heck. the thing is she was talking to invisible people and threatening to kill me and herself.. only this time she went for it with that big kitchen knife she had. she listened to the voices and it hurt so much when she stabbed me. i sometimes am afraid to sleep after this kind of dream. it fucks with me big-time. i hate when things like this happen cos of that. so messy. so weird and unsettling. anyway thats all for now. thanks for listening.

kloi