well there things are...

so hi there this is yet another blog post. i dont know about you but ive had an interesting time with my family. my older son doesnt talk to me, my younger son doesnt wanna hang out with me. im frustrated by it all and not sure how to deal. sometimes things go really well, others it just hits the floor with a large boom. was working on the view of my blog and whatnot and finally added how much i knitted this month. it seemed like a lot more than i did so i looked it up and fixed the dates to the right dates. now its better. i dont know. im not doing anything spectacular but i think im hoping i'll be done with this sweater im working on by the end of the year.... but thats like, 4 days from now o my! i just have to finish the sleeves and attach them which will take a bunch more time than 4 days. so next year i suppose. thats 5 days away hehehehehe. cool!

wow two posts in a week!

so how y'all doing? im goofing off. tinking of knitting. i cant seem to stop. lol. knitting is my calming tool and my soothing tool other htan my pets. i have cats and a dog. used to have a ferret too and am thinking of getting another one. im kind of up in the air. do i want a ferret or a cavie? i love me some guinnea pigs loveemlovemlovem!!! anyhway thats all for now. i need another baby in the house. i need someone to take care of more i think. anyway ta for now.

kloi

dang i just filled this out then the program crashed. im angry and tired and i dont know why but my ire seems ot be up for no apparent reason. everyone needs someting and im tired of being the one that is stuck with the left overs. im just so tired right now. waiting for stuff to kick in so i wont be mad anymore. anyway ta for now.

kloi

hi y'all

i dont know that anyone actually reads my posts so i dont post often. life has been kinda busy lately with thanksgiving and all going on. then theres the visitation stuff with my younger son. hes jumped from the frying pan into the fire at this point, but im hoping that he pulls himself out of it by doing what hes told soon. of course he is a teenager so theres no telling when exactly hes gonna get the message.

im currently working on a few projects at a time. the sweater im almost halfway done with finally! a scarf im working on is about a third the way done and a hair thingy. so there you have it. busy as i can be. plus all the reading and watching of movies i do. heh i love me some movies. so here goes for the pictures of my sweater:... o well they came out above my post so there you have it. my latest and hopefully last sweater for a while. good luck to us heheheheh.

new email

for any of you that actually read my blog *heh mabye nobody does i dont know*, my new email is tribltrubl@gci.net so there. if you need to get ahold of me or my family thats where im at. i can still get email at tortlet@gmail.com but may not check it as often. sometimes things are really busy right now with family and having been sick before. im better now. i was sick with walking pneumonia then plurisees(spelling???), then i had a sinus infection and now im just going thru different fibromyalgia and arthritis issues but thats all normal so its ok. anyway ta for now

kloi

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knitting rawks my world.

heh...

well so here i sit, learning some new words and taking care of my computer when it has problems with the v and whatnot. i had sticky keys and had to get help from hp. i have to figure out how soon my plan wears out so i can renew it before it goes bad. o man i forgot to change my email address or something. im getting frustrated with this situation. i can't find some information on my computer so im gonna go online and get it or someting. i dont know yet what im gonna do about it. we'll see. anyway things are fine right now i just want tings to go the way i want htem to go so i can do what i want when i want to. lol

thats it for now have a good day.

kloi

Cirque du Freak: The Vampire's Assistant

life is interesting...

im sitting here working on my knitting and reading. so far so good. hanging out with family and waiting for things to work and show up and whatnot. just hanging with family and getting along is a good thing. im gonna try to get up an go to group tomorrow. we'll see what happens with it. im trying anyway. and so far so good. im very excited about the fact i finished a sweater almost totally, recently. im kind of procrastinating on the rest of it. i dont know why. well anyway thats whats going on this week. oi the life i have. ta for now

frustrated

so its been a while since i wrote on here. ive been busy being sick with walking pneumonia and having obstinant children around. so now im sitting here waiting for my son to come back and give me some money. its very hard for me to figure out whats trustable to do with him or not.

i have to admit he made me eat my words so i had to redo this part of the post cos he came back with change yay for both him and me. i love my son and i love it when he does the right thing. it makes such a difference in my life. anyway ta for now thanks for listening.

so life is interesting...

if someone quotes the chinese proverb to you "may your life ever be interesting," turn around and shoot them in the foot with a real gun. then tell them you dont believe in the majic of proverbs and you curse them with eternal boils on their buttocks. (snort!!!)

at the moment i hate my life but only a little bit. i had an very interesting night. spent most of it in the emergency room. it started out a couple days ago i think. i had an allergic reaction to freshly mown grass in the evening, then had it again in the morning when someone on the other side of me mowed their grass damit! so i paid no attention to it . and took benadryl. woke up yesterday wiht a migraine and went back to sleep til after 3pm. then waited til 7 for my son to show up. then went to my honey's house and we started having fun and i got too excited and had a major asthma attack. it sucked bigtime and now my boyfriend wont call me back so i think i scared him off damit. i am so frustrated now. sometimes i hate when things like asthma and other sicknesses interrupt. it sucks. anyway thats it for now. at least my knitting is going well if nothing else is.

love yas

kloi

well now ive worked on my profile on here and it looks better already. at the moment im contemplating my navel hair as i decide whether or not to knit some more tonight. i have had a rather hard day. a friend of mine took my dog for a walk and it took too long so i became anxious about it. so from now on we will set time limits and i will work on staying calm til they get back - if i let him walk her again. when im home i want her here with me cos she helps me stay calm and whatnot. shes my working dog, she helps me stay calm and feel protected so her not being with me at home makes me feel real hairy and panicky and whatnot. at least i learned a lesson from this.

so what else makes life interesting, you wonder? life itself. i have post traumatic stress disorder and multiple personality disorder and earlier tonight a memory popped up from when i was a child. ya know, a flash-back. damn if i didnt nearly have a cow at the time. its gotten better since then but it really hurt when it first happened. i really do hate when memories pop up unbidden like that. it creates all kinds of emotional waves and whatnot, but i feel much better now (quote from harry's father from the show night court). anyway thats all for now. y'all have a good day now y'hear?.

kloi

busy life...

been real busy with knitting and fighting off pain in my life, lately. i have fibromyalgia and arthritis so add the two together and you have one screaming pain after another. it drives me crazy. not that im whining or anything, but im whining. lol. anyway thats pretty much it for now. knitting and pain issues. argh, life can suck it out of you sometimes.

busy right now...

life's been a bit busy lately. im having relationship issues and also children issues. my children are teens so you KNOW what im going thru if you have some. if not, ces la vi, not much to keep me up at night except that my apartment has been broken into 3 times in the last month. its weird and scary at times but better now that ive got all the windows either locked or blocked shut. it makes me feel safer that ihave them blocked shut now. its a good thing.

my knitting is keeping me busy also so its not only the kids and the men in my life although they can be said to both be the same thing. heh. since my boys are teens and trouble too. heh. anyway im done for now. have a great day.

kloi

im a doof

somehow i made two different blogs and didnt know i did that. i want to delete teh other one but dont know hwo to do that either. im having a hard time with a lot of things tonight. mostly the fact i wanna kick my son in the shin. i'll get over that too. i can't believe its almost mother's day again. so much is happening lately with my sons and family issues and i dont know what to do anymore. i wish i knew what to do and how to do it without driving myself insane. anyway ta for now this is my second post. wheeee!

my first post

hmmm what to say? can't think a lot today, ive been up all night. got woke up about midnight and haven't been back to sleep since then. got too much sleep yesterday. been knitting like a crazy person lately, trying to finish one of the sweaters so i can send it off to its new owner and get on wiht other knitting. so much has been going on. last night somneone broke in here while i was asleep and robbed me of my laptop which i happenb to be on. dang i cant believe it! i didnt even wake up! argh. luckily my son was coming home at the time and caught the guy. he beat him up and got my laptop back otherwise i would be unable to log on. wow.

thank God and Goddess for my son and his friends.