im a doof

somehow i made two different blogs and didnt know i did that. i want to delete teh other one but dont know hwo to do that either. im having a hard time with a lot of things tonight. mostly the fact i wanna kick my son in the shin. i'll get over that too. i can't believe its almost mother's day again. so much is happening lately with my sons and family issues and i dont know what to do anymore. i wish i knew what to do and how to do it without driving myself insane. anyway ta for now this is my second post. wheeee!